It’s been so long
Longer than she ever imagined
So tonight she laid back
Placed lavender on her neck
Felt the heat soak in
Shut her eyes
Dreamed of another time
When her hands did what they pleased
Each touch went with ease
So naturally
Like the air she breathed
She missed it so
With all that she was
She couldn’t give
To anyone else
So she did what she could
Poured the mango oil onto her skin
Rubbed it in
Made her legs smooth as silk
Reached up as high as she could
Missed a few spots
Here and there
But she didn’t care
She smelled like herself
Coconut oil
Jasmine and chocolate
With tinges of mango
If you got close enough
To kiss her
But only then
Because she believed
Scent was part of the magic
Making it hard to think straight
As she laid back
And let Sleep lead the dance
That she knew she needed
As well as she knew
How good the mango oil felt on her
👣♥️ Jeanna’ Mead
12 49 a.m. April 21 2020
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